Im feeling lost and a little smelly

It's all to do with a lack of passion. Its not knowing what i want or what i like.

I dont even enjoy food anymore. Eating is just too stop my tummy grumbling and satisfy my need for sweet or salty taste in my mouth. I might as well live off salt and sugar by the looks of the crap im feeding myself.

I really need a shower and to wash my hair. Im losing hair- must be the lack passion and excitement causing even my hair to die and fall out.

Give me a reason to get excited waking up in the morning, will ya?

im due for surgery today

Im getting a tooth surgically removed. Im not looking forward to it. In fact, i dont want it out. Leave my damn tooth- with enough love and encouragement un-impact itself and come out. It needs a little time, just like me.