Sunday, November 28, 2010

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“Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that somet...
Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Day 3 atas panggilan (on-call)

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Hmmmm......still feel fairly incompetent. Not cryingly incompetent, but a quiet desperate hum in the background that's a buzzing that in...
Monday, November 22, 2010

Someday, i will be intelligent and self-assured and then, everything will be better. Day 2 oncall

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Ward cover was awful. I wanted to cry. I actually had a proper mope when i got home. And then had a mini emotional/mental breakdown in my ki...
Sunday, November 21, 2010

"A trainee Dr is like a light bulb - not measured by how bright they are but by how much they can illuminate everyone that surrounds them."

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If only, if only. A smile at work today! It doesn't follow the theme, but this might be seem familiar to those who know me well. Dow...

I dont want to believe it!

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I hate when astrology readings tell me things i don't like. Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies. I hate it when i hear things like...
Saturday, November 20, 2010

Day one oncall

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I think i get to caught up in my own misery to be a doctor. Too introspective, to self-involved. I hate saying that i'm a doctor. Beca...

Quote

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From an earlier blog entry: "I wonder when you're gonna get tired of it. I wonder how bad it's gonna feel when you do. "...
Friday, November 19, 2010

Delusions of grandeur / self importance

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I am starting to see think my patients (who would be doing fairly ok) tend to die the day after i go out drinking. My God is not a vengefu...
Thursday, November 18, 2010

Hmmm... these are some sweet melons

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The art of buying melons: 1. Smell them- they've gotta smell sweet. 2. Percuss: it's B-flat. 3. It's gotta feel dense- nic...

Nov 18 is......Have sex with a guy with a moustache day.

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

You don't say

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From urban dictionary Muppet 1.  A person who defies explanation with regard to common sense and logic, exhubing an air of confidence th...
Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Caroline you're angry cos you sleep like a spinster and you're 28

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You've been thinking late, you couldn't catch a cold -raincoat song, decemberists- I hope i dont catch a cold. Just wanna catch ...

Dream

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I dreamt i was accepted to an exclusive scholarship program with a dozen people i know. On the second day of the program, the coordinator ...
Monday, November 15, 2010

I will embrace happiness.

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Tomorrow. Now i'll go jog.

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"Zeus did not want man to throw his life away, no matter how much the other evils might torment him, but rather to go on letting himsel...

This is my escapism

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My love for Interpol has grown slowly- an initial curiousity pushed by friends, a missed concert and lots of listens later i can say im a bi...
Sunday, November 14, 2010

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It was nice; sitting in your car parked outside my house, listening to songs i knew but couldn't remember. This is from postsecret thi...
Saturday, November 06, 2010

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For she was not as ordered as people thought, but she did have her own desperate method for appearing to do so; she hid the disorder. -Lov...
Thursday, November 04, 2010

Because if i dont laugh, i'll just cry.

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This is for my medics. I have a presentation to the consultants in hours and i am looking forward to a sleepless night of bronchiectasis. ...
Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Here’s the truth

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I have no clue what I’m doing in my life. Im so scared of tomorrow, of deadlines, of bosses, of angry patients, of everyone I’ve failed. ...
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