Thursday, December 23, 2010

I listen to miserable stuff because misery is a feeling.

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Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Mystery and magic

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I could use a bit more mystery and magic in my (personal) life. Work life is full of mystery- why is the potassium dropping, how do pneuma...
Sunday, December 19, 2010

When somebody wants something, the whole Universe conspires in their favour. The warrior of light knows this.

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- Paulo Coelho, Manual of the Warrior of Light - I take a deep breath as i ask the Universe: let me have this one. I will not let this o...
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And she asks, "IS THE SOMETHING WRONG WITH YOU?!!!!"

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I was wearing my spotty woolly tights, my warm 'burlap sack' multicoloured, striped big jumper, purple wellies and my hobbit cape. ...

Love

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if you ask me why i do anything.....i tend to say, 'for love'. Have you read Love in the Time of Cholera? It's a lush book- re...
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Monday, December 13, 2010

Dharma

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I bumped into the concept of dharma recently- having always believed in the laws of karma (my own personal interpretation involving the wisd...
Tuesday, December 07, 2010

Ruined reputation

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I showed up to work an hour and a half late on sunday. My alarm died and i was out partying till 4 am. So hungover. I was useless that day...
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Sunday, November 28, 2010

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“Hope is definitely not the same thing as optimism. It is not the conviction that something will turn out well, but the certainty that somet...
Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Day 3 atas panggilan (on-call)

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Hmmmm......still feel fairly incompetent. Not cryingly incompetent, but a quiet desperate hum in the background that's a buzzing that in...
Monday, November 22, 2010

Someday, i will be intelligent and self-assured and then, everything will be better. Day 2 oncall

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Ward cover was awful. I wanted to cry. I actually had a proper mope when i got home. And then had a mini emotional/mental breakdown in my ki...
Sunday, November 21, 2010

"A trainee Dr is like a light bulb - not measured by how bright they are but by how much they can illuminate everyone that surrounds them."

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If only, if only. A smile at work today! It doesn't follow the theme, but this might be seem familiar to those who know me well. Dow...

I dont want to believe it!

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I hate when astrology readings tell me things i don't like. Tell me lies, tell me sweet little lies. I hate it when i hear things like...
Saturday, November 20, 2010

Day one oncall

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I think i get to caught up in my own misery to be a doctor. Too introspective, to self-involved. I hate saying that i'm a doctor. Beca...

Quote

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From an earlier blog entry: "I wonder when you're gonna get tired of it. I wonder how bad it's gonna feel when you do. "...
Friday, November 19, 2010

Delusions of grandeur / self importance

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I am starting to see think my patients (who would be doing fairly ok) tend to die the day after i go out drinking. My God is not a vengefu...
Thursday, November 18, 2010

Hmmm... these are some sweet melons

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The art of buying melons: 1. Smell them- they've gotta smell sweet. 2. Percuss: it's B-flat. 3. It's gotta feel dense- nic...

Nov 18 is......Have sex with a guy with a moustache day.

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010

You don't say

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From urban dictionary Muppet 1.  A person who defies explanation with regard to common sense and logic, exhubing an air of confidence th...
Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Caroline you're angry cos you sleep like a spinster and you're 28

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You've been thinking late, you couldn't catch a cold -raincoat song, decemberists- I hope i dont catch a cold. Just wanna catch ...

Dream

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I dreamt i was accepted to an exclusive scholarship program with a dozen people i know. On the second day of the program, the coordinator ...