Thursday, May 16, 2013

MMR

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SO many things have happened. Where do I start..... I am committing career suicide. Is it deliberate or is this some self-actualizing se...
Friday, December 21, 2012

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When i was young I would sing along, suffering as only a lonely isolated teenager can. Not much has changed. I am an awkward, lonely adu...
Thursday, December 06, 2012

After my blood is drowning in alcohol

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I bought a new toy today- it's a tablet that not an iPad. I feel a little stupid for not buying iPad but at least I'm saving a few q...
Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Bills

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There is nothing romantic about bills. I thought there was going to be. But no- even i couldnt make bills romantic. I now have bills; elec...
Wednesday, August 01, 2012

Fresh fresh starts

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Start anew. New town, new job, new place. New people I have never met. How exciting, how intense. Only a little scared. I start at ...
Saturday, April 14, 2012

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It's been awhile. There has been a lot that happened over the last few weeks- nothing huge; no big disasters or major triumphs. Im s...
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Tuesday, March 06, 2012

Im scared

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I've made some bad decisions at work that had terrible outcomes. Now I've lost confidence, i've lost any faith I have in my abi...
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Sometimes i google pity parties and wallow in miserableness.

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It can be fun and enlightening.....I found this; can't wait to use it in real life: "No-one is worthless though... Not so long a...
Wednesday, February 01, 2012

sexy, crazy and i totally cannot relate.

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I know it's baaaad, bad, bad. But to have that feeling after a punishing run; that high, the feeling like everything's ok, that i...
Sunday, January 22, 2012

little silver hoops

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If you've seen me in the last year you'll notice that I wear 3 silver hoops at the middle part of my right helix (ear). I was told...
Friday, January 20, 2012

Anywhere on this road

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I think im too young, but fatigue settles heavy on my heart. I tell them i am well unwell, but it is my soul that aches; it is fear that pa...
Monday, January 16, 2012

Ready to start

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Learning to love. I find that i do that a lot. Stuff will sit on my computer for ages........and it will randomly come up. And *boom* it...
Sunday, January 15, 2012

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Saturday, January 14, 2012

it was 0330 and cold

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short stripey blue dress, pink plastic coat and a burnt sienna scarf. pink helmet, fluroscent yellow Shell safety vest This was what i wo...
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Saturday, January 07, 2012

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Tuesday, January 03, 2012

absurd fears

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The fear that i am not good enough. The fear that it will never happen. The fear that i will amount to nothing. The fear that i will d...
Sunday, January 01, 2012

Here's to new beginnings

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Fuck traditions Here are some resolutions: 1. The Achievable: 1) An audit for each rotation (publications count too) 2) Pass MRCP pa...
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This is for you, occasional reader. You know who you are.

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Siempre (Always) by Pablo Neruda Facing you I am not jealous Come with a man at your back, come with a hundread men in your hair, co...
Sunday, December 11, 2011

Do you remember the day you fell out my window?

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Thursday, December 01, 2011

Pick two i.e you can't have it all, but some people have a little bit more, cos life ain't all that fair

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Thanks http://illuviation.tumblr.com/post/12929803604 Yeah, it's a mess at the moment. I have avoidance issues with job applications (...