Sunday, December 29, 2013

Christmas 2013

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It was about small miracles, all types of love and patience. Above all it's about blessings and good food. Meet the Cthul-duck phea...
Saturday, December 07, 2013

No context

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The exam is in 3 days. Last night I went to London to accompany him to a gig- Dave Dobbin and Don McGlashan (2 famous New Zealand singer s...
Monday, December 02, 2013

Things are going downhill again.

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I'm struggling at work again. Just when it seems I get a handle on one thing, another thing rears its head. Nobody died, nobody got hu...
Monday, November 25, 2013

If there is a song that will break your heart, this is it.

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Sam Smith- Not in that Way.
Sunday, November 24, 2013

Exams are in two weeks, but im more excited that he's back.

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Im distracted and cannot quite focus as well on revision. But, he's back! Yeah, he's not big or awful strong nor is he my boyf...
Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Other people's kids

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You know you're in your late 20s (in Malaysia anyway) when facebook entries are full of pictures of people's kids. Ive been told im...
Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Existential Bummer

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It's nice when I find people who articulate how I feel.
Friday, November 08, 2013

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You've got a warm heart, You've got a beautiful brain. But it's disintegrating, From all the medicine. Let's just sa...
Sunday, November 03, 2013

Back from Nepal

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A dear friend has recently returned from a volunteering trip to Northern India (not Nepal, she insists on correcting me). She's amazin...
Saturday, October 26, 2013

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My heart pretends not to know how it ends yes, hello self-esteem we shall finally be free It pains me to see Let the weight a...

follow the signs

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First time I heard of Kierkegaard: Zee Avi's  Just You and Me "You were sitting at the coffee table where you were reading Kier...
Monday, October 21, 2013

Evan's sleeping in his bed

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Evan gives me funny looks sometimes. I think he hears us through the walls; we can hear him and his girl occasionally and I can hear his ala...
Monday, October 14, 2013

"It's never too early, it's never too late and it's never too often."

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A friend posted this video ages ago- I recently had to hunt it down for a friend; one that had only heard of Pablo Neruda from How I Met You...
Monday, October 07, 2013

mauvaise foi

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Satre describes bad faith, a concept where deceives one self to justify acting a certain way. Societal concepts one adopts denies one certai...
Wednesday, October 02, 2013

It's depressing but hopeful

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Tuesday, October 01, 2013

It's back

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All the fear, inadequacies, worry. I know I am blessed, loved and lucky- yet still feel so incomplete, empty and hollow. It's a gnawi...
Friday, September 20, 2013

Waiting for results

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The exams were HARD. Having the boy over was bittersweet. He sleeps better when I'm around (considering he has an insomnia problem I s...
Sunday, September 08, 2013

Oh where the devil makes us spin

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I heard this ages ago on a TV show- cannot remember what it was and why but the song stuck. It was on loop on my phone. It popped up again...
Friday, September 06, 2013

Get drunk

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4 days to exam. So many things to worry about. My head space is becoming muddy again. My self esteem is sliding. Have not been doing t...
Tuesday, September 03, 2013

This time next week

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The Exam will be done. I hope to have passed, it'll be a month before I know. I have 6 days. I can make it.