Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Vengeful bitch

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At least let me know you're still alive. I'm trying my hardest not to reply to that because I want you to wonder what happened to me...
Friday, July 11, 2014

Pray

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Please give me confidence, wit and wisdom- PACES IS TOMORROW. Please give me the grace to let the dream of him and me finally go. Give me th...
Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Priceless quote

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From A Single Man "My mother says that lovers are like buses; you have to wait a little while but another one comes along"
Monday, June 02, 2014

Honeyhoney's Thin Line

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Cos I want whiskey when I'm sick And a man when I'm well But it's nice to have both sometimes When I feel like raising hell Mmm....
Sunday, June 01, 2014

Ramayana

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In the Ramayana, Rama gets drawn away from his home to chase a golden deer, at the request of his wife Sita. The golden deer was a demon who...
Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Love is loss and loss is love

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Everybody leaves People come and go Don't worry Love is loss and loss is love The space that was you will be filled Your lin...
Thursday, May 08, 2014

Just my luck

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So you meet someone, you like them, they like you... You wait for them to call, text or show any signs of life. You wait. For things come...
Sunday, May 04, 2014

Bad behaviour weekend

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I find myself in his bed last night. I missed him. I messed up with the trains.....and he answered the call. It was a choice. It felt so...
Thursday, April 17, 2014

Desire

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Last night I was a dinner party hosted by one of the consultants at his lovely home.   Most of my colleagues at the same...
Sunday, April 13, 2014

No such thing as perfect

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"Who's the cute baby?" "She mine...with my ex. She's 9 months" "She's got your dimples and your gi...
Monday, April 07, 2014

Wolverine sings?

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Sunday, April 06, 2014

You've got 6 more minutes

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"You need the 14 right?" "Yep- ah, there's one in 14 minutes" "Hmm...what can we do in 14 minutes?" he...
Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Photographs

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I've deleted all but one pictures of him from my phone. There is such a finality to it. Seeing him; us, and wondering why, why? Did i ...

Playlist

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When I start getting better and not all my posts are about how my wretched broken heart is suffering etc I will compile a breakup playlist. ...
Monday, February 24, 2014

Anggun

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I always loved Anggun- she epitomises Malay beauty; the bronzed skin, dark hair and an innate elegance. I love that she speaks french and da...
Sunday, February 23, 2014

I spent the day crying at intervals

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This heartbreak thing is EPIC. The pain is visceral, my thoughts obsessional and irrational. Everything reminds me of him and by extension...

Blur's No Distance Left to Run

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It's over  You don't need to tell me  I hope you're with someone who makes you feel safe in your sleeping tonight  I won...

Tonight I write the hardest words

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Today I spent the day missing you. I missed the warmth of you in bed, lying next to you. The scent, the taste of your kisses. That simple ...

This was what happened the weekend after our trip.

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Against all good advice I went to see him yesterday. Initially it was lunch that became a shopping trip and became night in with ribs and H...
Wednesday, February 05, 2014

Can't remember to forget you

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Whoever wrote this song, genius. Whoever came up with the tune; thank you for making what is a very sad, desperate situation into a super...