Saturday, February 14, 2015

Valentine's

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The card is by my bed. "Hugs and kisses for you...and as many squdges as I can get in." I may have imagine it; or I might have...
Monday, February 09, 2015

relationship

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after getting what I've yearned for for years, I'm now struggling to cope with this new found title. yes, I'm someone's gi...
Monday, December 29, 2014

shallow

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He drove 100 miles to see me.  I take him to my local Turkish and we went bowling. We talked and talked... We got along like a house on f...
Tuesday, December 09, 2014

Watching, waiting wishing

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My housemate's in love. It's infectious; it's hard to ignore someone who's deliriously happy to have met someone beautiful...
Friday, October 24, 2014

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It feels a little strange, getting him to drop me off 2 streets away from I live. It feels a whole lot of wrong that I tell him this is ou...
Tuesday, October 21, 2014

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So, there was a random hook up from July time... He's contacted me again. To say he's single now and wants to meet up again. Im bo...
Thursday, October 16, 2014

I really don't like me

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Confession time:  I do online dating.  I look around to check out the competition and I realise that most of the women using the website are...
Sunday, October 12, 2014

So I think I'm better.

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In the orthopaedic sense. I'be started 2k jogs and  I'm gonna add to that in the next couple of weeks. The new housemates are al...
Saturday, October 11, 2014

I shazam music in Starbucks.

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So I managed to hitch a ride to london with all my Kendo kit (all 10 kgs of it) and my shinai only to be wandering london waiting for 3 o...

soggy

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29 years old Alone, unattractive. Just walked home through dark streets. No worries-Im that unpretty. Unpretty. Ugly. The dark is ...
Wednesday, October 08, 2014

Today I ran off the fat and uglies.

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I've gotten myself an inhaler to open up my lungs and make myself run it off. Run from those feelings of inadequacy, the thought that I ...

Confession

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I shop in a vain attempt to fill the empty space on my life with stuff. Stuff doesn't that doesn't love me back and doesn't make...
Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Vengeful bitch

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At least let me know you're still alive. I'm trying my hardest not to reply to that because I want you to wonder what happened to me...
Friday, July 11, 2014

Pray

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Please give me confidence, wit and wisdom- PACES IS TOMORROW. Please give me the grace to let the dream of him and me finally go. Give me th...
Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Priceless quote

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From A Single Man "My mother says that lovers are like buses; you have to wait a little while but another one comes along"
Monday, June 02, 2014

Honeyhoney's Thin Line

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Cos I want whiskey when I'm sick And a man when I'm well But it's nice to have both sometimes When I feel like raising hell Mmm....
Sunday, June 01, 2014

Ramayana

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In the Ramayana, Rama gets drawn away from his home to chase a golden deer, at the request of his wife Sita. The golden deer was a demon who...
Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Love is loss and loss is love

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Everybody leaves People come and go Don't worry Love is loss and loss is love The space that was you will be filled Your lin...
Thursday, May 08, 2014

Just my luck

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So you meet someone, you like them, they like you... You wait for them to call, text or show any signs of life. You wait. For things come...
Sunday, May 04, 2014

Bad behaviour weekend

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I find myself in his bed last night. I missed him. I messed up with the trains.....and he answered the call. It was a choice. It felt so...