Thursday, December 24, 2015

A year

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It's been a year- Max and I made it past the 12 month mark.  Im grateful- it's been a challenging year, lots of reasons to be mis...
Monday, November 30, 2015

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I'm sick. I need help. This headspace is no good. No good at all. I'm mentally torturing myself, to try and achieve the impossible...
Sunday, September 13, 2015

It's late at night and I'm nursing a glass of insecurities.

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Entertain this thought.  The knee injury resulting in me now walking with a stick has made my insecurities get worse. My self esteem is n...
Sunday, August 30, 2015

TROUBLE

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Im currently on crutches. I stepped into a roller coaster while trying to avoid a bottle on the floor- on landing a burning, searing, sudd...
Wednesday, August 19, 2015

lost and found

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I can't find one of the most valuable things I own, a little pretty watch from my grandmother. Im panicking because it's a memory,...
Thursday, August 13, 2015

Lemas

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Im starting to feel restricted. Confined. Anxious, unsettled, lemas. Feeling out of sorts about the whole thing.  I havent voiced it...
Sunday, July 26, 2015

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I buy him flowers for his flat. He gives me half of his casino winnings to buy myself something I'd like.  My main consideration...
Monday, June 01, 2015

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I want you here Now Tonight. Be with me Let me cry and scream Let me be mad Because love doesn't trump low self esteem love doe...
Thursday, May 28, 2015

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Love didn’t happen to us. We’re in love because we each made the choice to be.
Wednesday, May 06, 2015

I want to shout it from the rooftops, I want to tell everyone I see

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I think I love him and he loves me. We're sick together- this viral chest has become 2 days off work for me, 5 days of antibiotics an...
Wednesday, April 29, 2015

Im crazy. Like insane, batty, completely off the rails

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My professional life hangs in balance- I have tonnes to do before the annual review in 2 weeks and i'm sick as a dog from another viral ...
Friday, March 27, 2015

Love is enough. William Morris

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LOVE is enough:  though the World be a-waning,  And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining,  Though the sky be too dark ...
Wednesday, March 25, 2015

This makes me smile everytime

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H i there,  Thank you for the message!! I'm sorry to say that I'm now in a relationship. I met her on here and it's amazing ho...
Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Im not being fair

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The holiday was wonderful. We drove 1000 miles through icy, snowy mountains, along the coast and down grassy valleys filled with placid Ic...
Monday, March 23, 2015

Don't fall in love.

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I made a bad mistake. I thought he was mine and I became stupidly public with the whole thing. I posted updates and pictures of us on holi...
Wednesday, March 11, 2015

wobble

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It's 3 days to Iceland. Im packing for subzero nights, glacier hikes and cold, cold cold. Im going with the new man and all I can th...
Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Let's do the things we normally do

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I thought this was going to happen. I even told my bestie who shrugged it off as a girlie overthinking. I met his family. He suggest...
Tuesday, March 03, 2015

Please don't say you love me, cos I might not say it back

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But it doesn't mean I don't love you.  So you planned a fantastic 30th birthday for me. It was beautiful, romantic and magical.  ...
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Saturday, February 14, 2015

Valentine's

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The card is by my bed. "Hugs and kisses for you...and as many squdges as I can get in." I may have imagine it; or I might have...
Monday, February 09, 2015

relationship

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after getting what I've yearned for for years, I'm now struggling to cope with this new found title. yes, I'm someone's gi...