It's my friend's 30th birthday today. It's my new year.
I think CSA started the trend of celebrating a personal new year, as opposed as calendar one.
I'm not hopeful, im not optimistic. I'm depressed, again.
Will this year be better than the last- i doubt it.
Will I lose all the weight- no.
Is there any reason to go on- just 3. wait, actually it's 4. Just 4 reasons why i bother.
All i ask for is to not disappoint; myself, the 'rents and the people who depend on me. There are rules to this year, we'll plop the in the sidebar. I'll add to them as the year goes.....see how many things i can come up with.
I haven't listened to a long december in awhile.
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