I do online dating.
I look around to check out the competition and I realise that most of the women using the website are bigger ladies; around my size.
I despair. The men I find or find me are usually attached and I'm fighting the urge to flirt with them. It's not easy when men are not lining up to date me. I'm getting lonely and I fear that I will not find anyone who will love me.
Not only because I'm shallow, vacuous and unattractive but ultimately because I'm fat.