Wednesday, September 24, 2014

Vengeful bitch

At least let me know you're still alive.

I'm trying my hardest not to reply to that because I want you to wonder what happened to me everyday of your life. 

Because once I love I do it for life and it still hurts a little bit when I think about you with someone else.

Everyday I go to bed worried that I'll never meet anyone else. 

Friday, July 11, 2014

Pray

Please give me confidence, wit and wisdom- PACES IS TOMORROW.

Please give me the grace to let the dream of him and me finally go. Give me the strength to stop being jealous and cease caring what he's doing with his life. 

We can't be friends right now because it still stings when he's happy with someone else. Enough, enough, enough. 6 months of sadness is enough. 

Help me find something to fight for, to strive for. Let me stay healthy, let my knees hold up as I try to climb mountains (real and proverbial), ski and run; don't let my malancholy interfere with my life anymore.




Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Priceless quote

From A Single Man

"My mother says that lovers are like buses; you have to wait a little while but another one comes along"

Monday, June 02, 2014

Honeyhoney's Thin Line

Cos I want whiskey when I'm sick
And a man when I'm well
But it's nice to have both sometimes
When I feel like raising hell

Mmm. Revision and stress messing up my brain. 

Sunday, June 01, 2014

Ramayana

In the Ramayana, Rama gets drawn away from his home to chase a golden deer, at the request of his wife Sita. The golden deer was a demon who wanted to lure Rama away so it could kidnap Sita. 

Today I saw a deer while running through the park. A little young 'un. It ran away so quickly...

Is this the beginning of my epic story? 

I also saw a 3 legged chihuahua. Don't know what that means. 

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

Love is loss and loss is love



Everybody leaves
People come and go

Don't worry

Love is loss and loss is love

The space that was you will be filled
Your lines will be read by someone else
They might not sound as good

But when the curtain rises
I'll be standing there facing the crowd

This is just a beginning



Thursday, May 08, 2014

Just my luck

So you meet someone, you like them, they like you...

You wait for them to call, text or show any signs of life.
You wait. For things come to those who wait, right?
Patience is a virtue, right?

They meet someone else-they like the someone else more.
You wait, still.

You make the classic mistake of going back to the wrong man.

They finally text. Oh, right. Other woman. Just my luck.

I'd like to think I'm saving my luck for my exams. Exams, exams, exams.
Really don't need the man stress.