Please give me the grace to let the dream of him and me finally go. Give me the strength to stop being jealous and cease caring what he's doing with his life.
We can't be friends right now because it still stings when he's happy with someone else. Enough, enough, enough. 6 months of sadness is enough.
Help me find something to fight for, to strive for. Let me stay healthy, let my knees hold up as I try to climb mountains (real and proverbial), ski and run; don't let my malancholy interfere with my life anymore.