I was drunk and sick and alone- again.
It's not fun anymore.
I will tell you about how it feels to be lonely, so lonely in a room full of friends.
And how im social awkward and lost, but you've heard it all before.
I want to change, I am changing. Slowly, trying to fix this. Maybe i'll crack it in a few months.
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Try this - choose one form of escapism that you are not proud of (drinking, eating junk food, whatever) and promise yourself not to do it for a week. Live life as you normally do - go out, see friends, etc - but not that thing you promised yourself. If necessary tell people - "can't drink tonight, I taking cold medication" or whatever is appropriate. After one day resisting the urge to escape - you will feel like superwoman - Sid
Thanks- it's a long way yet and it's all about baby steps in the right direction.
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