Saturday, June 20, 2009

neopolitan dreams by lisa mitchell

Kawaii....

Some days, i wish i had just killed myself when i was 15 and spared myself all the misery.

Later, in the night, alone....

I wonder why this song makes me feel regretful. Not very suicidal, just a little sad that im still alive. Funny for a song from a detergent advertisement. Maybe if i had known then that i would be this way now i would have been a little more decisive in my actions. Sometimes i feel like im being kept alive rather than living.

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