This heartbreak thing is EPIC.
The pain is visceral, my thoughts obsessional and irrational. Everything reminds me of him and by extension, how bad i feel.
I tell him this. He receives a constant narrative about my emotional state. Ours was never a conventional relationship; the end shouldn't be either.
This heartbreak thing is like the flu.
You fall ill, you're feverish, delirious, incapable of looking after yourself.
You rely on family and friends to look after you.
You can either take medication to make the symptoms better so you can get by or sweat the fever out. There is no cure for the flu (or for love). Your body will have to heal itself, the immune system fights the virus and then it learns; so it can protect itself from similar viruses in the future.
The heart needs to do the same. Heal and learn. No cure, just time and supportive measures.
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