I find that being depressed, suicidal and all dark and brooding is kinda cute and cool when i was 15, but now, at 23, this angst is lame.
Smoking and listening to german emo bands on a thursday night used to be cool. Now im just unhealthy and sad.
Your face is scarred with age,
You're twenty-three but, how can that be?
Half-an-hour later..........
The fire alarm went off! Sheer panic- is it my room? Flung open the windows, dumped my ashtray in the bin and tucked my smokes into my pocket. Legged it downstairs and stood shivering outside in the cold. Found out a bit later that the alarm set off was in the 3rd floor stairwell. Phew.........relief.
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>>I find that being depressed, suicidal and all dark and brooding is kinda cute and cool when i was 15, but now, at 23, this angst is lame.
you're right. it so is :( people have less sympathy for 23 year olds. but really it's not about sympathy, it's about enough breathing space but not too much that we feel so alone.
sigh.
I usually find laughing at myself when I get all emo helpful. :)
As if my morphing wardrobe wasn't bad enough... and I think some of my iPod stuff may count as emo amongst the 15-year olds too.
Yikes... what to do but laugh. Terbahak-bahak.
HAHAHAHA terbahak bahak
haven't heard that funny word in a long time and it's particularly hilarious coming from you!
:)
my sayang beloved yg amat terhormat,
apa khabar kakanda di ruang mat sallet lately? insyallah kami akan bertemu di harrods krispy kreme counter soon.
des
terbahak-bahak......now i havent heard that in ages...it's such an un-emo word....
Des- are you coming down to london? I've sworn off the delicious krispy kreme, but for your sake, maybe i'll indulge!
yes i will be in good old britain from 14 till the 18th of june so if that is possible iwll spend a night with you maybe june 17th cause i am flying off 18th morning.
WHAT!!!!!
YEAY!!!!!!
Des- email me: nor_eliza@hotmail.com
I cant wait to see you! And yes, you can stay with me in my grotty east end flat.
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