Not yet!

I'd like to think that im concerned about the welfare of others. hah.

I just don't like the idea of people cursing my death. So no jumping in front of trains at rush hour or stepping in front of the bus (although being someone's cause for PTSD is a twisted kinda way to be remembered) is outta the question.

I have to settled debts (MARA), move out, give away all my belongings and apologize to everyone.
Kiss the family goodbye.
Buy the chanel handbag (you have to tear it out of my cold, dead hands)
Pray.......

That really is the checklist. Everything apart from that is either troublesome and unnecessary or a blessing (or a unnecessary blessing- we like those)


so morbid, kan?
That's what exams do to me. My momento mori. Aiseh.