I've just had an epiphany. I need my misery. It helps me work. Without it i'll be so happy that i'll do nothing. Misery is my motivator. I work harder to avoid pain than to attain pleasure. Im so psycoanalysing myself here but nevermind. So for me to do something, i have to associate pain with the repecussions of not working.
Borrowed a few cds today-mylo (dance music), cypress hill (violent rock/hip hop-the ruder version of linkin park) and the magic numbers (mellow, country sounds). So far have heard nothing that can change my life yet.
I wonder if im an jumpe or a gradual changer?
Obviously im easily distracted, even if it is epiphany.